Saturday, February 04, 2006

No Shot


Oh, I am totally hopeless. I’m in love and I have no shot.

Kristin Kreuk.

She’s petite, she’s unbearably cute and she would never give me a second look. The quintessential J Holden type. She is not a huge star. She is not some superficially perfect bombshell. She’s not even a really great actress, although I do love watching her act.

One of her teeth on the left side of her mouth sticks out just a little more than the others. She has this slightly exotic and wildly unique look about her. The perfect mix of European and Asian genes.

I don’t think she is someone who would stop me in my tracks at first sight. But rather, someone who strikes you more and more every time you look at her. That’s the best.

Ahhh, maybe someday I’ll make it to Hollywood – like I often dream about. Maybe, then, I’ll meet Kristin. If I ever do, you better believe I’ll take my shot.

Even if I don’t really have one.

10 comments:

The Doctor said...

She's a pretty girl, to be sure, but is she worthy of you? Would she be the kind who would sacrifice anything for your love? (of course I'm assuming already that you would do the same for the right girl). Don't wish upon a star because the flower is beautiful when in full bloom; wait until you have seen what fruit the flower produces first. Some of the best fruits are from flowers that are a bit ordinary.
But then you know that already...

S. said...

Never heard of her--but I have now. Let us know if she finds your site and sends you an e-mail. (It happened to me recently after writing about a book.) Still, you might have to put your face up first, or she'll be too leery....

onedivorceddiva said...
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onedivorceddiva said...

Agree! Not boring at all. Quite entertaining in a "I wish I was 20 something" kinda way.

J C said...

Ironically enough - I had a dream about Kristin last night

she and I were in Italy together, traveling. we were on a train, kidding with each other, laughing, playing

funny how situations like that can play out in the most hidden places of your soul

good dream

J C said...

oh....anna and diva - thanks!!

morbid misanthrope said...

I'm so drunk... Instead of a broad, why don't you live your own life? Women aren't worth a shit. In fact, I cut my own wrists and it didn't take... wait, no I didn't... Hang in there buddy... Live long, brother...

J C said...

morbid - SOME women are, in fact, worth shit, perhaps even a little more than shit. in any event - i'm trying to live my own life. if we take care of ourselves first, the rest will fall into place.

JT - you're right, i'm not really "in love" with her. i guess i use the term "love" in 2 very different ways. one way would be when i really, truly love someone that i know down deep in my heart. the second way would be in talking about a girl like Kristin, or my mamaw's yellow cake with chocolate icing, or reese's peanut butter cups.

anyway, at this point in time, this instance of "love" would be the latter

Christa said...

A little late on this post. This kind of love you speak of... then I am in LOVE with Chad Michael Murray and Vin Diesel. Oh, and that guy at the bar a few weeks ago when me and the gals went out, I swear he had the nicest set of arms I've ever seen on anyone. Let me make a point, I guess. I understand you are just saying you think she's hot. I hope. Because anyone would be a fool to think you really meant that you love someone you do not even know. She could be the biggest bi-och in the world. She could have mental problems, and have an unusual obsession with getting her picture taken from every angle with every camera that's handy in every situation. She could hate guys like you and prefer Anti-Jonathans. Right??? Right. Why all the controversy?

J C said...

christa - absolutely right. like i said before...i kinda speak about 2 types of loves. the type where i love my mamaw's chicken pie and yellow cake with chocolate icing, or that i love really crucial clothes, or i love ms. kreuk.

the other type is the real love, when you actually know someone and love them for all that they are.

this, clearly, is the first type. nevertheless - yes, she is hot, but more importantly, she's ATTRACTIVE. a girl can be hot, like any number of swimsuit models, movie stars, etc. etc. in the mold of that cookie cutter appearance we're all so familiar with. but KK, to me, is different. she's more under the radar, if that makes sense...which is all the better.

and she may be from Vancouver, Canada...but i don't think she's a bi-otch or has mental problems (cheap shot, i know, but funny, wasn't it??).

she very-well could, however, hate guys like me and be all about anti-jonathans.